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| NEW XANGA!
sub me right away and i'll sub back.
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new myspace!
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|  Friday is always the best, no matter what happens. My day went rather well considering the fact that for marching band I had to march outside in the freezing weather. Tommorow we'll be doing the same too, only it'll be at the Ada Santa Claus Parade. It's going to be a loong morning tommorow. Actually, come to think of it, I am doing nothing all weekend. I was invited to a party tonight but truthfully, I had to decline because I wasn't in that sort of mood. I'm in a mood of green. Feeling inbetween. There is alot of good feeling I have. Though coming home today left me with something bad. From what I heard, I now can no longer trust someone. That really does suck because she is embarissing me and my family. What a liar. I guess there really is an ugly side to everyone.
EDIT: The parade was cold. And yes, if you want to say something, do speak up. I am hard of hearing darling and your voice is so low.
You have shining eyes, like the forest lights
And it makes me want to cry
Armidillos make wonderful hats.
EDIT: joe... i slightly hate you for this.
5 weird habits of mine.
1. I brush my teeth for a half hour.
2. When I clean my room, I rearrange everything including furniture.
3. I play a game of solitare when I first get on the computer before anything else [including AIM].
4. When I'm nervous I have to move my fingers, feet, legs, idk.. anything.
5. I eat one catagory of food at a time and do it in order of what I like the most to least.
man... i'm really weird.
OH! and i'm not tagging anyone because i'm too lazy.
so be a good person and just do this.
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it's extremly hard to let go of an addiction.
and i'm just starting to realize that.
[caffiene pills & tons of pop]
not too healthy and now i'm getting such bad headaches, i am starting to lose myself.
blah.
i love english.
i love writing.
i like art.
i love photography.
pattern?
i think i might consider going into a writing field now instead of art.
my parents disagree.
We were always inside, we were somewhere inside one another.
And I'll live without you love,
but what good is one glove, without the other?
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lame excuse.
sorry.
but you've ignored me for 3 months pretending we weren't even friends.
like we didn't even know each other.
i'm getting so damn sick of this too because i have tried so hard.
yet no matter what, you just turn away.
well turn away.
pretend.
because it's time for me to turn too.
i'm thinking of getting rid of AIM.
i didn't have it from 8th grade and through half of my freshman year and that was wonderful.
i get so sick of it and conversations get so dead.
tell me what you think maybe.
i can't wait till i can drive too.
all i need to do is take my drivers test but i'm chicken, thinking i'm going to fail.
probably will the first time and i hate wasting money.
i hate wasting my life too.
i waste away too much.
it's time to quit.
if anything, it's this town.
i'll be gone as soon as the diploma is in my hands.
here i come new york city..
so
let me dream.
even if it's a nightmare.
and art is making me so mad
mrs. ernst thinks my art isnt good for painting.
i wish i was okay at something else other then this.
i'm swallowing acid with no water to spare.
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| art class is really boring at the moment.
i am making my canvas and it's just taking so much time.
also i'm supposed to have a sketch ready of what i plan to paint.
i've got nothing.
typical.
i've lost total inspiration with alot of things right now and i have no idea how to get it back!
also its gotten really cold really quick.
better snow soon.
lala. i'll add more later.
i have to go out to eat with someone whom has ignored me for years.
this is so awkward. | | |
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